Dear God,

Repentance is hard. Realizing I have been wrong is difficult. Opening my mind to people with whom I have disagreed is humbling. Sometimes, growing is painful. But God, I really do want to grow in Christ and be sanctified by your Spirit.

When I am confused about what I should do, what I should think, what I should say, push away the distractions so that I can clearly hear your voice.

When my motives are impure and selfish, remind me that your son, who gave his life for others, is my teacher and my Lord.

When I am stubborn and stiff-necked, unwilling to change, don’t give up on me, but continue to send your messengers my way so that one day, I wake up and recognize my mistakes.

When I continue in my folly, use even my mistakes to advance your kingdom and your purposes.

Help me to change, God. It sure isn’t easy. Amen